deadnerve | (no subject)

what part

You didn't kill anyone.

You weren't trying to cause trouble, either. Well, no more so than usual.

the nudes part was being a dick on purpose

but i didn't mean the rest to blow up
saber's just a fucking moron

I know.

The evidence against him is compelling.

well yeah
he's kind of guilty of like every checklist crime possible
(he's stabbed me before over cheesecake)

but that doesn't necessarily mean he did it here
he's been kinda weird lately
like
nicer weird
idk

i just wanted to give him the benefit of the doubt

I do not like him.

That was very kind of you. I am truly sorry it backfired so spectacularly.

i didn't think he'd be literally so stupid. he was like a spy or some shit. the kinda shit you see on tv like THE ASSET IS OUT OF CONTAINMENT and yet he just slaps a note on his own forehead of "hey look at my guilty guilty face" with a side of "oh and let me sell out devon too"

i just wanted to keep my family safe

[They aren't his family. Not anymore. But it comes out that way anyway - he could argue that Raíz's bonded them together as a family in a way but... that's not why that slips out of Devon now, the way it does. Blame the false lives instead.]

Upon entering 'the chat' he stated that he would kill in order to 'win.' So he was being very stupid even on a smaller stage, I'm afraid.

You trusted the wrong man. It happens. It does not make you a bad person.

i wouldn't really care bc fine, vote me out or whatever but now ren and cellar are in there telling people to stfu and they're trying really hard to defend me

you too

Of course we are. We care for you very much.

And there is no evidence. No motive.

I do dearly wish everyone would stop reducing this to who is fucking whom.

[ghrrhghh, feelings]

that or just making excuses why one person's murderous habits are totally different than someone else's

That as well.

You're a good boy, Devon.

yeah i don't think many people'd agree with you right now

it's 50:50 between i'm a stupid lightweight twink puny bitch and somehow a criminal mastermind evil wolf sucking saber's dick or smthn

You've better taste than that.

Don't pay attention to Hawkins. He has no sense of when to stop.

this game sucks
whoever organized it sucks too

On this we agree.

But I am here for you, Devon.

thank you, harry

can i come lay on your bed or desk or work gurney

I'll come to you. I've work to do before this is all over, but I can spare some time.

okay
i'm in my room, but nobody's here rn
so just me

[Harry is there as soon as he's able. He's juggling texts and responsibilities and his own thoughts, but he comes.]

Devon?

Hey.

[Off by a window, he steps into sight - less energetic than normal, chewing on his thumbnail.]

[Harry steps close quickly and pulls Devon into a fierce hug.]

[He crumples into it, easy, arms down for a long beat before they slowly rise up to wrap back around Harry.]

I'm so tired already.

I know, my dear. I know.

[He rubs his back in soothing circles.]

But you must endure.

Everyone's going way too hard on this shit.

[And it sucks when you're LOSING at trying the same thing.]